I'm not really embracing it, but besides my outstanding job on fruit lately, I've not been doing well on my Hot 100 goals. I am so sleepy all the time that I'm usually in bed by 10 pm anyway but if i nap too much during the day I am up reading until midnight. I've been playing around. Exercising - bah! eating when I'm not hungry, YOU BET! playing around losing and gaining the same five pounds? Great fun! Bloggin 2x daily? I missed a whole day and nobody noticed so why bother? Chores? whatev. The good news is I have a Dr. appointment first thing Monday morning and that'll prolly get me going. I HAVE made some progress since I saw her 2 months ago. . . I think. And I'll ask her all about what kinds of supplements she recommends to make sure they don't interact with anything i'm already taking.
Nothing really pushed me into this rut and I'll find my way out soon enough. The only explanation I have is that I was really REALLY close to weighing less than Sweetie. When I can truck along fine for a long while but when I notice I'm close to a goal, and especially if I say it to anybody out loud - then it's like the expectation is there that I will meet it quickly and my inner child or whoever rebels against it. Every time I think I have it figured out, then I just stop caring. I haven't even been reading blogs much. had a great book to read, though. I'll have a review for that prolly later. I haven't even updated my Shelfari yet. I think I need to reread Women Food and God!
And so there ya have it. I'm all "why bother?" right now. Eating for fun, sleeping even more, exercising hardly at all . .. but I am still weighing in every morning which is the only thing that's kept me within that 5 lb range - I'm sure of it.