09 March 2011


yes I've been MIA lately. I think I found a new "rock bottom" to my ongoing emotional crises. It seems there is no end sometimes. I will think I'm going along fine and nothing can knock me down off my pedestal and then WHAM! Deeper than ever before.

But I'm feeling better - doing for other people instead of wallowing in self pity. Can't say I'm really proud of how I've been treating my body lately. Must do better. MUCH better.

Sorry I haven't been reading blogs for the  most part either. Wallowing takes up a lot of time.

I can't control what other people think of me. I must come to grips with that. People will be wrong. People are wrong lots of times. Why not be wrong about that, too. It's not fair: it just is.


  1. Lanie,
    ook forward to each day getting better than the last and reach for any thought that feels better than the last. :) . A weightloss friend posted the quote below on Facebook a few weeks back, and it really hit home with me on this subject and wanted to share it with you. Lots of hugs!

    "There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. So, love the people who treat you right & pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy..its not about how hard you get hit...keep moving forward!"

  2. *hugs* to you Lanie
    I hope things get better for you

    Love and Light

  3. I think a lot of people have been feeling that way lately. In part, I've felt down simply because it seemed like winter would never come to an end. I hope you feel better soon!

  4. Sorry things have been rough for you lately. Hugs.

  5. Oh lovely, hope that you're doing a bit better today, we're here if you need us.

  6. Ditto ... what YOu said and what your commenters said. Support each other.

    But I'm still not gonna turn my comments back on! Yet!

    Vee at http://veegettinghealthy.blogspot.com

  7. You're right, all we can control is us. Thinking about you, Lanie.

  8. I've been in a funk too - and I've felt just too emotionally drained from the new job to post on a regular basis.

    In fact, I'm just now reading your most recent TWELVE (!) posts. That's how much of a slacker I am.

    BUT I love you and like you and think you're fabulous - even if you're figuring out emotional crapola that you don't deserve.

    ((HUGS TO YOU!))


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