yes I've been MIA lately. I think I found a new "rock bottom" to my ongoing emotional crises. It seems there is no end sometimes. I will think I'm going along fine and nothing can knock me down off my pedestal and then WHAM! Deeper than ever before.
But I'm feeling better - doing for other people instead of wallowing in self pity. Can't say I'm really proud of how I've been treating my body lately. Must do better. MUCH better.
Sorry I haven't been reading blogs for the most part either. Wallowing takes up a lot of time.
I can't control what other people think of me. I must come to grips with that. People will be wrong. People are wrong lots of times. Why not be wrong about that, too. It's not fair: it just is.