13 October 2010

wrong side of the bed

Woke up with a sense of dread. Today's the counselling appointment. I'm not looking forward to it. I don't want to be alone with this guy picking through my brain. I don't want to do the hard stuff. I want to avoid, avoid, avoid!

But, I'll go. I'll do it. It needs to be done. It won't kill me. I'll survive.

But still, I don't wanna.

3 comments:

  1. Not only will you survive, you'll thrive!! Fire that itty bitty sh*tty committee that keeps telling you that growth is painful or something to be feared, dreaded or otherwise "difficult". Go in there with confidence!!! You can do it!!!

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  2. Avoiding never works out unless you are avoiding trying to hit a tree or person or another car while driving. Think about that-nothing else good in life comes from avoiding...

    Polar's Mom
    www.polarspage.blogspot.com

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  3. How did your appointment go? I hope you got past the "I don't want to", to the "I can, I will". It's hard, I know it is but you'll do it and you'll become the strongest for it.
    Take care and have a blessed afternoon.

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